Let me ask you something, when you fall in love do you look at someone and decide, "I'm going to love them." No. It happens suddenly and without your permission. Love just happens. There is no stopping it or controlling it. It just happens. So let me ask you something else. Why do you think it's any different for me? I saw them and I fell in love. It was as simple as that. I didn't ask to love them, I just did, so now answer me this, is it my choice to be gay or does it just happen? Did I chose to fall in love with a girl, or was it simply the will of my heart? I can be sure that if I could chose I wouldn't chose to make my life more difficult then it already was and I wouldn't chose to be hated for who I love. it just happened.